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About Me Member Deviously Deviant MarMadnessFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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I go by Mar and I'm a junior in high school. I am attached to my cellular device just like every other teenager breathing, and I'm constantly listening to music. I write to get emotions out, and it doesn't usually come out right...but some people seem to enjoy it. But my true love is photography, even though I rarely have time to do it. I enjoy anime conventions as much as the next otaku, and people watching is one of my favorite past times. I'm ridiculous, dramatic, and even a little naive...but hopefully you'll learn to love it.
And I think I've finally found the one I've been looking for. My wonderful Joseph.<3

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And I'll sit and hope that you're alright...

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 1:11 PM
And when I think of you,
part of me hurts.
It's like this unquenchable ache in my core,
and I have no idea how to get rid of it.
It feels like I'm trying to white you out of my life
but the white out smears and melts away with every worthless attempt.
[I can't erase five years...]
I see places that remind me of you,
places that we've been together,
places that remind me of us and everything.
Bring back the once joyous memories
that now cut like a knife.
I miss you so much.
I can't figure out what happened to me.
For so long, I just can't place who I was.
Was I someone different for those months in my life?
Or is that who I really am?
We abandoned each other...
And I'm dwelling...
And maybe it's worthless or it could be worth it.
Who knows if anything could ever be fixed again.
But I'm too much of a coward, and I'm much too scared.
So I'll sit here and hope that you'll be okay...someday.
Even if it that doesn't include me.
I still love you and I always will.
I'm sorry and you'll never know it.

  • Listening to: A Skylit Drive.
  • Reading: Exit Here.
  • Watching: The cursor move with letters.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Ohio.
  • Interests: Music, Concerts, Photography, Fun.
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club.
  • Favourite band or musician: Way too many.
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Techno, Trance, Indie, Rock, Metal, Screamo, Emo, Etc. You name it, I love it.<3
  • Favourite artist: Andy Warhol.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ellen Hopkins.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch.
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: L from Death Note
  • Personal Quote: All you need is LOVE.
  • Tools of the Trade: Nikon D40<3<3<3

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:iconilovetherisk:
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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--Margot
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~Amplifier la musique, traiter l'ame~
:iconmarmadness:
You're welcome! :3

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Rawr.<3
~Marrrr.
:iconhugodeathy:
Thank you so much for the fav!
:iconmarmadness:
You're welcome! :D

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Rawr.<3
~Marrrr.
:iconxcrisisavertedx:
:iconthatscuteplz:
I thought of you :iconimhappiestplz:

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3-21-2009 Nick :heart:
"Teh Usuals" :heart: : ~MarMadness~JesusJigsaw~orchidoasis~RyanRenaissance
:iconmarmadness:
I LOVES YOUUU.

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Rawr.<3
~Marrrr.
:iconxcrisisavertedx:
I love you tooo :D

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"Russia's feeling down! The world must be ending!" ~England [[Axis Powers Hetalia]]
3-21-2009 Nick :heart:
"Teh Usuals" :heart: : ~MarMadness~JesusJigsaw~orchidoasis~RyanRenaissance
:iconorchidoasis:
Teh official Puff Puggle page is :iconcallykarishokka:

Pygmy Puff
<3


XD

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:iconabbeymw:
mar! are you still in for my party?
:iconorchidoasis:
Thank you dear for teh faves! XDDD (belateddddd) >w<

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